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Wait.
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Look.
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We didn't come to stop you.
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We figured that your only chance
at a normal life was to leave this world.
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Yeah, he's right.
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We came to say goodbye.
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I'm sorry.
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I just want you and Charlie to be safe.
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And you.
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Take care of them.
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A long time ago, the last time I saw you…
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You were on a mortuary rack.
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Your face was blue.
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Your chest was black and purple.
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You were sixteen.
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How is this possible?
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Is it really you?
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Yes. Mom.
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It's me.
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It's really…
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It's me.
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I'm… I'm from Chicago. Surprise.
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I'm… It's a long story. It's a long story.
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- Drink now.
- Yeah.
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Matt!
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What?
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Give me more whiskey.
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You know that… I can say that.
More whiskey.
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Come on. Come on.
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- No, no, no. That's enough.
- It's Christmas.
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- Santa, Santa, come on.
- I love you...
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I love you, but it's time to go, bud.
It's time to go.
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Fucking hell. Are you gonna vote?
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You're gonna kick me out?
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Time to... Just for tonight. Come on.
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- One more. Come on.
- Here's your coat. You want your coat?
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Jason.
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Jason.
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Is your plan to drink yourself to death?
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If you can't stop drinking,
then let's get you some help.
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If you don't want help…
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…then know that I love you.
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But I'm…
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Not strong enough
to watch my son die again.
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Did you ever think about
getting married again?
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I went on two dates about a year after.
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It just didn't feel right.
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Do you ever feel lonely?
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Your father and I
had twenty-three great years together.
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And I had sixteen years with you.
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Some people don't even have
one good year with anyone.
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Thank you for letting me stay with you.
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Thank you for believing in me.
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Only if you want.
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Happy Thanksgiving.
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I have eight orders for my chairs!
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That's my son.
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I'm so proud of you.
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I was wondering…
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The twins' birthday is coming up soon.
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Is it okay if maybe
we put up a tree over there?
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- I would love that.
- Okay.
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"I felt myself still reliving the past,
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which was no longer anything more
than the history of another person."
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At 14 weeks, we went in
for the first ultrasound
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and we heard two heartbeats.
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And we went from sheer joy
to sheer terror…
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And back to joy again.
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"For there in this world
in which everything wears out…".
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Everything perishes,
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one thing that crumbles into dust,
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that destroys itself still more completely,
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leaving behind still fewer traces
of itself than beauty:
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"namely grief."
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Yeah. Good luck.
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Okay.
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Thank you.
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Yeah, of course.
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- Socks! For both of you!
- Yeah.
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Yeah.
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I'll swap you.
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Socks. Wow. Yeah.
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Mom…
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For you.
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For me?
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Yeah, well…
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From Santa.
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- From Santa.
- It's from Santa.
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So nice! Isn't it nice?
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We could try radiation…
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Which may… may be the best option.
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You have so much to offer someone.
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One day you're going to wake up
and realize that you're old…
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Do you want to be alone?
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When I first arrived here,
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I thought I did.
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Now, it's suddenly six years
since I left my world.
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And…
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That life feels like…
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A dream.
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A beautiful dream.
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No… I don't want to be alone.
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Just in here smelling books?
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You saw that?
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Afraid so.
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All right, come on, don't pretend
you're not doing it when no one's around.
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Well, why do you think
I bought this store?
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So you're Maria.
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Nice store.
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You must be Jason.
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I saw you getting out
of your truck across the street.
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Oh, yeah.
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Do you only make chairs?
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Yeah. Yeah.
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Like, no tables or dressers?
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Bookshelves?
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Afraid not, no.
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Well, can I help you find something?
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Yeah, I'm looking for the last volume
of In Search of Lost Time.
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Well… That's like my prison read.
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Your what?
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It's just one of those sprawling classics
you will never get through
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unless you were locked up
and had nothing but time.
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That makes sense.
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I started reading it
while I was in the clink.
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I'm messing with you.
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Because my last two boyfriends
were felons.
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How is that book?
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It's dense.
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It's… It's challenging.
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You really know how to sell a thing.
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But it's also amazing.
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You know, it's kind of about the idea
that our memories of places and-and people
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stay with us
whether we want them to or not.
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And it's about the search for truth.
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What?
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Come on. I'll show you where it is.
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Okay.
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Night.
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Sleep okay?
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Need anything?
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I'm going to make some tea,
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and then read to you.
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That always helps you feel better, right?
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Which one do you want?
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It starts out…
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"I sit beside the fire and think…."
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Yeah, I remember.
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Let's see.
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Where are you?
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This one.
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You signed this book to me…
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When I was ten.
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And you…
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Every time you came to a sad part…
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You'd tear up,
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and hand the book over to me to sign.
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And then I would sign for you.
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"I sit beside the fire and think
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of all that I've seen.
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The meadow flowers and butterflies
and summers that have been.
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"Of yellow leaves and gossamer
in autumns that there were."
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"With morning mist
and silver sun and wind upon my hair."
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I sit beside the fire
and think of how the world will be
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when winter comes without a spring that…
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That I shall never see.
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"For still there are so many things
that I have never seen."
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"In every wood in every spring,
there is a different green."
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I sit beside the fire
and think of people long ago.
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And people who will see a world
that I shall never know.
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But all the while I sit
and think of times there were before.
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"I listened for returning feet
and voices at the door."
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Hey.
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Hi.
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Babe, I can help
as soon as I get this in the oven.
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It's almost all of it.
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I got it.
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Okay.
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- Hey.
- Hi.
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Any chance you could do me a favor?
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I misjudged how much powdered sugar
I'd need to frost the cake.
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Wow, you're going all out?
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Yeah, we're celebrating.
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It's your first night here.
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All right.
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- Be right back.
- Okay.
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And get some wine.
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None of the California bullshit.
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Okay.
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Who are they for?
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A girlfriend.
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We just moved in together.
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Nice.
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Congratulations.
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But you don't want those.
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No?
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No.
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Roses.
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Yeah, always roses.
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Hey, good luck.
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Hey.